Wednesday, March 1, 2017

Experiencing More with Friso Four!



        It’s been a roller coaster of experiences and emotions since I gave birth. I think I may have experienced some post-partum during the first few weeks, at the same time I made sure that I tried doing what I could for myself. I didn’t want to ask for help. When I finally put infant Rain to sleep, I would be the one to clean her bottles, fix other stuff, and by the time I was all set to sleep, she would be awake. Rain is my first and currently my only child. And even when I just gave birth to her, my mind was (and still is) dreadfully racing towards the day when she would go out to the real world on her own. Call me possessive. But I just basically want to physically be there with her every step of the way as long as I still can, and as long as she will allow me to.